loss of innocence

childlike glee

hahah.

csfc was dam fun and gay
everyday was approached with this childlike glee
even as the day become shitty
even as the day becomes long
we still engaged in childish behavior hahahahah


its dam refreshing realli
all the adult-y stuff and small talk and pretenses
kinda drain and stifle u after a while

small talk. can't stand it.
i understand its necessity, but it doesnt mean i like it
with certain ppl it can be interesting
with ppl who just met u and who genuinely wants to know you better, it can be pretty good.
but with ppl with agendas. that i can't stand

ppl who only tok to certain ppl for certain reasons only
"will it improve my social standing if i chat to such a person?"
such ppl...are just wtf.



what happen to the childlike wonder when we approach things?
what happen to how we used to look for fun in watever we do?




why do we have to grow up so fast.
why do so mani ppl pretend to grow up so fast.