mmmm.

hey

juz realised something.

recently a friend of mine told me abt how some ppl always try to use humour to mask their true self from other people
they are always afraid to share what they r realli like

i m afraid
i m slowly evolving into someone like dat

bleaghz

at this rate
no one will ever treat me seriously
i m getting wilder and wilder

i tink i m afraid of showing ppl the real me
which i tink is very boring

so which is better
a real person. but boring one.
or a fake person. but amusing one.

once again i feel like i m in an identity crisis

which is the real me?

sometimes i can't even tell anymore

school is having a weird effect on me
i m all edgy and stuff
i can't settle down to do anything at all
bleaghz



its like
there's so mani ppl in med fac
dat i dun noe yet

i juz feel dis need to noe as mani ppl as i can
and i can't explain it

i tink the cliques are forming already
sianz

or maybe i m juz mistaken

and i hope i am

coz i heard so much abt the whole of 5 yrs
being spent only with ur own clique

bleaghz



feeling so down nowadays