Thursday, May 31, 2007

loss of innocence

childlike glee

hahah.

csfc was dam fun and gay
everyday was approached with this childlike glee
even as the day become shitty
even as the day becomes long
we still engaged in childish behavior hahahahah


its dam refreshing realli
all the adult-y stuff and small talk and pretenses
kinda drain and stifle u after a while

small talk. can't stand it.
i understand its necessity, but it doesnt mean i like it
with certain ppl it can be interesting
with ppl who just met u and who genuinely wants to know you better, it can be pretty good.
but with ppl with agendas. that i can't stand

ppl who only tok to certain ppl for certain reasons only
"will it improve my social standing if i chat to such a person?"
such ppl...are just wtf.



what happen to the childlike wonder when we approach things?
what happen to how we used to look for fun in watever we do?




why do we have to grow up so fast.
why do so mani ppl pretend to grow up so fast.

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

a new post in a long time

been a while isnt it?
since i last posted anything here



well, as i said, heady days indeed





we were always told that God will give us what is best for us, at a time that He knows would be best for us

i have always seen it happened
to myself and to other ppl

but dis time.
hahaha realli leh
after wishing for so long
it realli finally happened

and i tink, its couldnt have been more perfect.
a perfect 21st present indeed




hahah






anyway
clinicals just started
wah lao dam busy

everyday timetable dam long one

stretch until 5pm
dam gg

reach home already so shagged until cannot do anything

sian





gg alrd


ok dun feel inspired to write anymore stuff
only updated at the behest of some fucker.
hahaha
nitez all