you're beautiful

You're beautiful.

You're beautiful.

You're beautiful, it's true.

I saw your face in a crowded place,

And I don't know what to do,

'Cause I'll never be with you.

today was a blast!

hahaha
loved today (saturday actually, juz backdating)

had a slow n lousy start to the day
had stomachache when i woke up
wah lao
dam sharp pain dat woke me up
lasted throughout the rest of the day
and my stomach is dam bloated
shit la
all the bacteria producing gas in my stomach
must be my mom's curry the night before


anywayz
slept thru the afternoon
so shiok
rainy saturdays are for sleeping!!!!

den i woke up at 3 plus
to get ready to go back ri!!!

its RI Boys' Brigade Annual Parade!!!!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
cant wait to see everyone again
hahaha

we are 14 tis year!!!

haha

boys brigade is a very new cca in ri
but in this short 14 years
we have realli achieved a lot
setting up the support network of officers and instructors from old boys alone
its realli amazing
to see almost every generation represented at ri
every batch has some guys coming back to help out in one way or another
its realli realli cool

and i can look at all the batches that gelled together
simply coz they stay back as instructors even though they have graduated onto jc

hahahah
my batch is getting fragmented though
hahah but that can't be helped
with army and all the highflyers flying off
but i realli hope we will stay together for life

but realli

looking at all the batches after us

having fun together even though all different jc

its realli heartwarming

my batch was the pioneer batch of primers
hahahahah

finally dis year
we see them wearing the gay primer's uniform

it looks kinda gayish

but allright la

sense of identity and all that

they realli look good when they stand next to the boys though

its realli cool and majestic

seeing all the younger boys in normal uniform
den all the senior boys in the warrant uniform with a coat
and all the JC primers in their white primer uniform

it looks way way way better den the army
its realli realli nice

sigh

its so nice
i want to be part of that family again
too bad i didnt bring a camera

it was juz a realli realli cool sight

i tink our attendence was an alltime high yesterday or something
saw SO MANY boys together

hhahaha

and all the parents and old boys sitting at the side

bb juz got a new teacher in charge!!! and omg. she's dam chio. hahahah
attendence confirm will never dip again
hahaha

hahah. now abt the old boys gathered there

OMG
the seniors who were sec 4 when we were sec 1
who orientated us to ri
who were our PSLs
THEY WERE BACK IN SINGAPORE!!!!
WOAHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO

i was so glad to see them!!!
hahahahz
mark yong and tay wee yang and TIMOTHY PRESIDENT SCHOLAR ANG
hahahahah
so cool
they made us who we were
they shaped the visions for our batch
which we translated into actions when we took over the company
hahahaha
seriously
they were so powerful.
they had a leader, a joker, a admin shen and a welfare guy
juz the 4 of them
leading the company when we were sec 1s
but omg
it was such a powerful combination
every aspect was covered
they realli realli inspired us and ran the company dam well
hahaz
and timothy was such an inspiration
i tink if what i heard was right, he din want to be HEAD PREFECT, coz he rather be head of BOYS BRIGADE
that's how zai
he loves BB so much
hhaha

UNLIKE JOHN SAMUEL hahahahahahahahaah
he chose head prefect over head of BB
bleaghz
never mind la
to each his own

hahah.

oh man
those guys were great
i was quite worried abt 2 of them a month back
coz they were studying at LSE
london bombings. bleaghz
but lucky they were back in singapore
but one of them told me the bomb happened outside the window of his cell group leader
hahahahahahah
but i tink he wasnt hurt either
wah dam scary

wah rox la
saw miss tang again!!!
hahahahaah
she's getting more n more happening
she wore some jacket thingy
like going clubbing like dat
when we were abt to go for dinner
hahahaha
but we V her for dinner
hahaha

spent such a long time juz toking with those old friends at the ri atrium.
so cool
i miss ri
haha
junction 8 is dam happening now .
wth
they realli got dam rich on ri boi boi's money leh
wth
qiu lian ban mian also
they earn so much they got themselves a facelift
new signboard and new bowls
hahahaha

hahah went for dinner in SANJAY's CAR!!!!
oh my gosh
the twins got a car of their own wah lao
they can drive to their army camp everyday leh
wah lao
dam pro

hahahah
6 of us squeezed into his car
4 at the back , 2 at front

his car is dam small please
wah lao eh
dam squeezy
but nvm
still can make it
so we squeezed into his car and drove the short distance to S11 to eat qiu lian ban mian
hahahaha

hahahaha
dam fun la
we juz make a hell lot of noise in his car
hahahahahahah
dam dam dam dam fun

hahha after qiu lian

we decided to catch land of the dead
so we squeezed into sanjay's car again
it was dam farnie man
SANJAY DUN NOE HOW TO GO ORCHARD FROM BISHAN
hahahahaha
den he keep saying
I DUN NOE WHERE THE HELL I AM GOING
hahahaahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
DAM FARNIE
omg
he was juz driving around
going with the flow
hahahahhaahhahahahaha

super farnie
he keep sayin I DUN NOE WHERE WE ARE GOING
hahahahahaah

but never mind la
he's quite pro

we still reach there in the end
hahahahahaha
but shit man
the tickets at PS sold OUT

basket

so the plan was off
den we decided
lets go geylang!!!!

hahahahaha

to eat durians la.

ahahah dam fun la

so we went geylang
and once again
sanjay is dam lost and he keep saying
I DUN KNOW WHERE THE HELL I AM GOING!!
hahahahahahaahahahah
super farnie la that guy

hahahahahahaahahahahha
but nonetheless
we still reach geylang in the end
hahaha
but then there was no parking near the durian place
so we park a street away
den we walk there

wah lan eh
THE DURIAN STORE WAS ACROSS A FRIGGIN WIDE ROAD WITH FRIGGIN LOTS OF CARS

WAH LAN EH
my balls shrank when i saw how heavy the traffic was

hahahahahahahah
shit man

how to get across!!!!!

shit man.
hahahahahahaha

wah lao
den suddenly yenyeong go crazy liao

he juz walk across.

i repeat.

he juz walk across.

WTF

hahahahahaha

DAAAAAM WTF

the cars lan lan have to stop/slow down for him
hahahahahaha

SHIT
den he was across the road looking at us

FARK

hahahahahahahahahaha

den we juz thought
watever. fark it.
CHIONG AR
hhaahhahahahaha

thankfully we survived it

hahahahahahahaah
dam farnie la

we think yenyeong was juz high at that time
hahahha

anywayz

we bought 3 d24 durians for 15 bux

hahahahaha
den we ate on the spot
if its spoilt they will change for us
den dam farnie

we keep having spoilt durians
den we keep changing
ahaha
n dats after we ate like almost half of the durian
hahahah
but shit la
dey give us smaller d24 back

shit man
nvm la
the number of durians we ate more den make up for it
hahahahaha

after we were done with durians
the brave yenyeong with balls the size of monster trucks
CHIONG ACROSS THE DAM ROAD AGAIN
wah lao
den we were dam stunned
hahahahahahaah
wah lao eh
sispec warrior
respect. respect.

hahahha
den joshua felt like boozing
so we went to kopitiam and booze
dam cheap leh
2 bottles for 11 bux only
hahah

wah lao yenyeong is mad lor
he kept drinking
siao
until his face red red
ahahaha

den while we were drinking halfway i realised
din people die from eating durian and drinking beer?
hahahahahah
wah shit man

nahahhaha
screw it

we juz carried on
the twins refused to drink
dun noe why also
they also ate dam little durians
dey r dam weird la
hahaha

anywayz
after that they drove us to the mrt
and hence ends our excursion for the day

hahahha it was fun.

early morning

yo

saturday morning
a few years back
i will be at ri at this time
having fun with the bb guys

hahah

its been quite a while isnt it

will be going to their annual parade later
man
i miss the place
now that rjc's juz next to it
i can visit all my teachers at 1 shot!
hahah

so rox

i realise nowadays i havent been describing my days

i guess my days arent that interesting until they r etched onto my memory

i simply live as the day passes, forgetting all the days past....

ahahah
maybe i shud change that

anywayz.

for all those who keep asking me abt how medicine sch is like

it goes like dis

wake up friggin early
get sent to njc to drop my brother off
and get traffic jammed at the bukit timah until the sun sets and the cow comes home
after that
onwards to NUS
drop off at deans office
den walk to LT29
which is the ONLY LT we will be using for 1 whole friggin year
and did i mention, THE BLARDY AIR CON IS SPOILT
wth man
friggin hot, especially at the back of class
wah lan eh

cannot take it man
where did our 100 million dollars from YONG LOO LIN go???

WTH MAN

the whole place still look like shit
despite the 100 million
so where the hell did it go man.

OUR CANTEEN IS STILL NOT AIRCON AS WELL

sian diao.

but the science canteen is cool

coz we share it with the science people

so can always pump into people we noe
including my SERGEANT and OFFICER
hahahahaahhaahahahahahahahahah
lol
ORD LOH
den all come NUS
lol

one of the officers even farnier

i saw him at the bus stop
he and his gf dam cute
he keep trying to tell the gf something
but the gf use both hands to cup his mouth
den everytime he wanna say something
he can't
then the gf keep laughing
hahahaha
they r so blissfully in love

shit man. everytime i see something like dis.....my heart aches.......

bleaghz

anywayz

wah lao eh
science fac dam lot of china mama couples leh

cannot take it
if i take bus when they juz got off their lecture
WAH LAO EH
all the china mama couples
taking the shuttle buses back to their HALL
wah lao
confirm go n break the one child policy in their hall
hahahahahah

kk enuf kao bei for now

i go have lunch.
mmm
ok brunch rather

cya all

brothers

hahaha
been such a long time since we all got together

this pic was taken a yr ago

i realli miss the whole bunch

the crazy stuff we did together hahaha

i remember the whole bunch of us were adicted to lanning for a period of time

and we would juz go for overnight lan sessions
hahahha
crazy la

i miss the bb days
i miss sitting around juz toking cock and planning the activities

haahha the campfire period was especially memorable

everytime i go past some of those zinc plate fences of construction sites
i can't help but remember the time when we had to go around construction sites to beg for zinc plates for the campfire
hhahahahah

and miss tang driving us to realli ulu places to buy the kerosene for the firewood
and us frantically trying to put out the fire that caught onto the grass near the campfire
hahahahaha

loved those times
where all the troubles of sch is thrown aside
when i meet them for lunch at qiu lian ban mian
hahahaha

feng chongde
the renegade

ahhahah

the times we played mud
the times we played soccer on astro turf

ahhaha

and the times we juz kept kaobei-ing abt kumani and selvan

oh guess wat
i met JANKI SELVEN AT GHIM MOH
hahahahaah

and i actually tok to her

hahaahh she stop putting on all the gay perfumes!!!
wahahah finally i dun have to gag when i m speaking to her
lol

hahz.

i miss ri.
i wanna be an ri boy again!

do u noe i wanted to be back in ri so much
i wanted to be a teacher and even applied for the MOE scholarship
hahaha
i was offered but i turned it down for medicine

wonder if thats the right choice.....
teaching is realli realli satisfying

shrug

mmmm. morning air

juz woke up from an early nite's rest

woke up to a morning drizzle
felt so at ease with the world

until i realised i can't jog if its raining
-_-"

so mani people write so beautifully online
and so far i realised they were all girls
mmm

interesting.

today is gonna be such a beautiful day

get ur freak on

get ur freak on
get ur freak on
get ur get ur get ur get ur get ur freak on

hey
juz an update on medicine life

medicine sux.

mmmm.

hey

juz realised something.

recently a friend of mine told me abt how some ppl always try to use humour to mask their true self from other people
they are always afraid to share what they r realli like

i m afraid
i m slowly evolving into someone like dat

bleaghz

at this rate
no one will ever treat me seriously
i m getting wilder and wilder

i tink i m afraid of showing ppl the real me
which i tink is very boring

so which is better
a real person. but boring one.
or a fake person. but amusing one.

once again i feel like i m in an identity crisis

which is the real me?

sometimes i can't even tell anymore

school is having a weird effect on me
i m all edgy and stuff
i can't settle down to do anything at all
bleaghz



its like
there's so mani ppl in med fac
dat i dun noe yet

i juz feel dis need to noe as mani ppl as i can
and i can't explain it

i tink the cliques are forming already
sianz

or maybe i m juz mistaken

and i hope i am

coz i heard so much abt the whole of 5 yrs
being spent only with ur own clique

bleaghz



feeling so down nowadays

ho ho frenz rox

feeling inspired

friends rox
specifically i tink jason n yinghao rox

hahahaha

havent met such retarded n fun people before hahaha
i tink they r much better den those ri geps

i juz realised

if i had entered gep in sec 4, which i could, but my lazy parents din want to change sch and hence i did not
i would be a ri gepper

n jason is an ac gepper
and yinghao is an hcjc gepper

hahahah

the 3 retards frm the 3 powerhouses

hahahah

shrug

i love tokking cock with jason n yinghao
its like we r some long lost brothers leh
can tok cock nonstop
LOL

ahhhhhh
the joys of toking cock
and not giving a shit care abt the world

sometimes
i tink girls are so troublesome
hahahahah

tokking cock with guys r so much more fun

i tink
i shud juz give up all the longings of my heart
and be a good ol' bachelor
with a great bunch of frenz beside me all the time

yea.
i shud do juz dat.